In 2018 the Project Song Diary took place.
This Release are the last 7 Songs of the Project, called Suite For An End.
In March 2023 it was labeled under the band name "The Dopamine Sessions", which will be the new Brand for all Pop/Rock/Vocals future releases from Rod. Mancebo.
Scroll down for the Lyrics.
Suite for an End
OVERTURE
Instrumental
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A MILLION DAYS IN ONE YEAR
Once upon a year ago
Sad and scared for all the things I left untold
For all I haven’t played
All this questions come and stay
Even if you tried to bury them away
They’re marked and painted on the wall
And now I got to make it for my waste in one year
Now I got to live 1 million days in one year
So you stand and take a step
And all things begins to move, oh that’s the day
When motion starts to take it’s pace
Day in day out you live an hour after hour
Trying to make it all OK
Trying to make your state
And now I got to make it for my waste in one year
And now I got to live 1 million days in one year
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SUDDENLY BROKEN
It just broke be so hard I couldn’t stand
It broke me down to my knees, there was no sound
Suddenly the world was off its ground
It’s nature, it’s life and it’s sure that you’re never prepared for this day
It feels so cold, it’ll never go away
(You feel you die too)
That day everything stood still
I never felt so empty
(Sorrow and tears)
Fortress fades away, your castle is gone
It turned to sand now
(Nothing makes sense)
Strange are now all days, all colors fade
The sun is not warm anymore
Get up, it’s time to walk again
Your time is not over yet
Still a lot more left to see
Wake up and look around yourself
There’s so much love around you
You just need to understand
Once more life reveals itself
It’s always there to see
But we are so blind we couldn’t tell
(Dead we are so small)
It just broke be so hard I couldn’t stand
Suddenly the world was off its ground
After all your tears and sorrow
Love is all you need at all
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DAYS OF SURRENDER
Days of surrender
And nights you go insane
Leaving the constant pain
Of struggling day by day
Crying in this room alone
But chasing all your dreams
Facing all your deepest fears
You’re in this game to win
Sometimes it’s all harder
Sometimes you’re all OK
Some nights you just wake up
Hoping it never flies away
Crying in this room alone
But chasing all your dreams
Facing all your deepest fears
You’re in this game to win
More and more is shortens
while you think you got all wrong
More and more the time runs out
Will you get it done?
Crying in this room alone
But chasing all your dreams
Facing all your deepest fears
You’re in this game to win
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A MOMENTARY CRAZINESS
instrumental
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YOU RUN
Far away from the point of no return
I sailed so much but still nowhere I reach
Days passed so slow while this ship is drowning
… I still have so much to go
I remember the days in a long time
While the world was spinning outside
Children playing and laughing while I was here…
Standing still
Go sailing this ocean
Soon all your ships will be on shore
Run, you still on departure
Your journey just started with a fall
All so dark and so sad I can’t go on
Life has taken revenge over me
Still I’m here, I’m just walking the low road
Fate does not feel so sweet
Suddenly there’s a light but it’s so far
I can’t even recognize the stars
Storm ahead there’s a warning upcoming
From a distant land
Go sailing this ocean
Soon all your ships will be on shore
Run, you still on departure
But still have to go for more
Haters may complain but they don’t know
Cause they never got a piece of the action
Throw your hate away and let it flow
And you will see the law of attraction
You run, you run, you run, you run…
Here I still feeling empty inside
Will this pain ever live by my side
Running hours of work and despair
Still you don’t understand
Fool…
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EVERY END IS JUST A START
Drink the water
Raise above
You gone so far and now it’s time for a new start
Pack your cases
Dust them off and hit the road
You’ve done your thing for good
You’re up for so much more
Every end is just a start of something new
And every journey comes to an end later or soon
Fate departed
Motion starts to take control
You’ve got the wave now let it go
Life‘s adventure
It’s just to love and to be loved too
You’re a winner if you open up your heart
Every end is just a start of something new
And every journey comes to an end later or soon
Every life steps matters more than we can see
And every music will be sung eternally…